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Saturday, July 05, 2008

Darling

Without a star in sight,
The sky gave itself up into darkness
The clouds begin to cry at the sight of what was happening
Washing away life mercilessly with its tears
Into one color

Soaked from head to toe
You noticed a lonely flower
Trying to grasp what little life is left in her

Taken off your shirt quickly
You became a protection for this helpless thing

I watched all this in silence
I can see the life is slowly draining out of you
Yet why do you still smile?

With my tremble hands
I reached for you
Only to bring back memories of you

Suppressed by bitter pain
And in confusion
I begin to walk
Walk away from you

Turning away for one last good bye
I found you lying on the muddy ground
Sleeping perhaps
Slowly your dreams begin to unravel before me
In colors that I have never dare to know

But it gave me a reason to continued to protect what you have left behind
“Darling, I am here tending your precious light without you.”
I whispered gently to the flower

The wind begin to sing to us
A familiar melody
A lullaby for the clouds
Slowly
The thing we called “light” emerged through from within the darkness
The very little flower we protected
Bloomed before my eyes
I found myself remembering how to smile

Falling onto you
This time I was sure it was you
That my head is resting upon
Closing my eyes slowly
I whispered,
“I love you darling.”


Cherry Blossoms

“Hey, they say it’s five centimeters per second.” You stopped walking.
“Huh? What is?” I stopped too but a couple of steps behind you.
“The speed at which cherry blossoms fall. It’s supposedly five centimeters per second.”
“You sure know a lot about those sorts of things, huh?”
“So…don’t you think it kinda looks like snow?” You turned and smiled at me.
“I dunno about that…Hey! Wait up!”
You did not stop running until you are on the other side of the street.
“It’d be great if we could watch the cherry blossoms fall again together next year.” You called to me.
Like the cherry blossoms that fade away after spring, you too faded with them…

It’s almost been a year and spring is just around the corner.
I can the see the cherry blossoms are ready to bloom once again from my window.
A letter came in from you today.
You wrote, “… meet me at Sakuragi Street at three.”
I never did.

If I lost any more than this, will I be able to forgive myself?
When our path crosses each other, I am always the first to turn.
This only made me indulge more in my cowardly ways.

It’s been almost three years since I received that letter from you.
I’m sorry.
If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now:
A new me and the “I love you” which I couldn’t say.
I’m no longer a coward.
There is not a single passing day that I don’t wish for spring to stay.

The cherry blossoms are blooming beautifully this year.
I am always searching somewhere for you among them.
Opposite of the house where we used to play, the other side of the alley’s window
Even though I know you won’t be there.
I miss you.

I am always searching somewhere for your fragment.
At the corner of the newspaper stands, at Sakuragi Street
Even though I know you won’t be there.
Embrace me.

I always end up looking somewhere for your smile
At the railway crossing of the fast pace town
Even though I know you won’t be there.
Kiss me.

Spring is coming to an end once again.
The cherry blossoms are fading away.
If this was just to ease my loneliness, anybody should be fine
But I can’t lie to myself.
I love you.

If life can be repeated, I’ll go to you many times over.
There’s nothing else that I want.
Nothing else is more important than you.

At the arrival of the next spring
And the sight cherry blossoms
I will search for you once again.
Please come back to me…


Love

You were told to simply love me
You embraced me tightly
And your first words of
“I love you”
Was whispered gently into my ear

Yet you failed to see
How those simple words only made me cry
And touching each other is merely pain

Even so, I am trembling with the joy
Of having met you

When our lips touched
We simply exchanged our loneliness

How can a creature that has to be told to love
Can love a creature such as me?
Unless he is a liar

From this crumbling street
We walked
The sunset in front of us
Mirrored a silhouette
And the blood-red sky
Stained a broken window
To a world that only lacks
How far can I go to reach the very existence of love?

Perhaps someday
I will be able to say those simple words back to you
And take away the pain
By lovingly hurt each other
How far can I go to reach the very existence of love?

Someday surely…


Friday, November 10, 2006

My sister and I

She died…

No we died today.

This is our story, my sister and I.

 

Three years ago, a war broke out in our small town

When the war finally ended

It left many people homeless

And without food

My mother sacrificed herself just so we can live

And my father died on the battleground

With no other family to go to

My little sister and I wandered endlessly for a home

 

We finally found an old burned down house to live in

There were many rats and bugs

The house itself was falling apart

But my sister saw passed all that

And called it our home

It made me cried

She’s only five

And I’m thirteen

How are we going to survive this?

 

Our biggest problem is food

We didn’t have any

You don’t understand what true hunger

Until you finally experience it for yourself

With no food, we begin to eat rats and bugs

Whatever I can get my hands on

For my sister and I

 

I started with begging on the streets

For food

But most people were only worrying about themselves

To stealing other people’s crops

Anything to keep my sister and I alive

But that ended after I was caught

I came back home with bruises

 

Still that wasn’t enough

I can tell my sister is dying slowly

Day by day

From lack of food

 

I tried to find a job

But I was too young

They didn’t take me very seriously

I honestly hate myself

I cried

 

Then one day

A group of people dressed in white lab coat appeared

They were like a miracle to me

When they made this announcement that

Many soldiers from the war

Is in need of blood

They were willing to pay a good price for our blood

 

I was the first in line

I told the nurse to take all the blood she needs

She looked at me funny

I only thought about what kind of foods I could buy with the money

All throughout this process

I begged her to take more

 

After I got the money

I was dizzy to a point I thought I was going to faint right there

But I forced myself

To make my way to the market

And brought foods

 

But I was too late

When I finally got back

My sister didn’t move

She never opened her eyes once

To look at all the different kind of foods I got

 

I finally give up calling her

And laid down beside her

I begin to sing to her the song

Our mother used to sing to us before we go to sleep

 

My eyelids felt heavy

And I closed my eyes

When I opened them

I saw my sister

Smiling and reaching out for me

I took her hand

 

Together

We begin to run around the empty field of flowers under a clear blue sky

And for once I let out laughter of joy

As we continue to run to the bright light

Without looking back…


Heroes

A Battle

 

“Wow! This place is beautiful!” Sally said with a big smile on her face.

“Yeah! Look at the cherry blossom trees!” Alice smiled.

“They are beautiful!” Sarah said.

Even Danny himself, begins to admire the beauty that’s right before him. They team has arrived to another city called, “Hana City”. This city is famous for its flowers and festivals.

“I guess we are just in time for the flower festivals.” Danny said as he read his book.

“Oh can we please take a day off from all that traveling? Please Danny.” The girls begged him. 

Danny just blushed and said, “I don’t see why we can’t.”

The girls went ahead of them to check out the foods and clothes that they have for this festival.

“Loser!” Josh muttered to Danny.

“Huh? Why?” Danny asked.

“Girls are still your biggest weakness.” Josh answered back.

“Well how can you resist them? Especially Sarah. I think she is very pretty.” Danny said. “Hey dude, do you think I have a chance with her?”

“You?” Josh burst into laughter.

“What is so funny?” Danny asked angrily. 

“Just look at yourself!” Josh said.

“What’s wrong with me?” Danny asked.

“Never mind!” Josh said. “Hey! where are the girls?”

“Huh? They were right in front of us just a minute ago.” Danny answered.

 

Danny and Josh quickly picked up their pace to catch up with the girls. They found the girls in front of a kimono shop.

“Ohhh I want to wear one!” Sally said.

“I would like to try one on just for the festival.” Alice agreed.

The girls went in without the guys. The guys waited outside for them.

 

“Hello girls…” an old woman appeared and smiled at them. She was missing her two front teeth.

“Hi!” Sally said.

“Goodness me…look how beautiful you girls are.” The old woman said. “I can tell you girls are not from here.”

“Yeah we sure are not.” Sally agreed with her.

“Now would you each like to pick out a kimono for yourself?” She asked.

“Can we?”

 

“Of course! The tradition for this flower festival is that all girls has to wear a kimono.” She said.

“But we don’t have that much money.” Sarah reminded everyone.

“Well you can borrow them then and return it to me after you girls are done with it.” She smiled.

So the girls went to straight to work and each pick out their own kimono.

 

“What is taking them so long?” Danny asked.

“Well, they are girls you know.” Josh answered. “They like to take their sweet time.”

The girls came out in their brand new kimonos and leaving guys speechless. The girls are beautiful like flowers.

“Let’s go and check out the flowers!” Alice said.

“But how did girls afford all this?” Josh asked.

So Sally told them everything as they made their way to the flowers.

 

The flowers are truly beautiful. There were many kind of flowers but mostly were cherry blossoms. Danny caught some guys checking out Alice Sarah and Sally.

“Jerks!” Danny muttered to himself.

“Huh?” Sarah asked.

“Nothing!” Danny quickly said.

“Let’s stop here and have lunch!” Sally said.

“Okay!” everyone agreed.

 

By nighttime, fire works took place. Josh decide to do Danny a favor by taking Alice and Sally to see the fire works, and leaving Sarah alone with him.

 

“Its beautiful here!” Sarah smiled at him.

“Yeah…” Danny agreed, as he didn’t take his eyes off her. “Hey Sarah. There is something I want to tell you.”

“What?” She asked.

Danny’s face is now as red as a tomato said, “Well, I think…I think you…look beautiful in that…kimono.”

“Thank you.” She smiled at him.

Just then, a loud scream took place not far from where they are. Danny and Sarah quickly got up and went to check it out. Alone the way, they met up with the rest of the team.

 

“What do you think happened?” Josh asked.

“I don’t know.” Danny answered.

When they got there, they found a gang picking on a couple. The guy was on the floor bleeding as he begged them to leave him and his girl alone.

The gang leader is a rogue. He took out his dagger and points it to the girl.

“Leave them alone!” Danny said.

“Huh? What are you going to do kid?” the rogue asked.

“Please be careful Dan. A rogue is a second class of thief. They are powerful.” Alice warned Danny. “Rogue class is also known as “the night’s fallen angel”.

“This loser owes me money so I have the right to take it out on his girl!” the rogue said.

“That’s not true!” the guy cried out. “I paid you back but you guys keep on asking me for more!”

“Shut up moron!” A girl from the gang said. She’s an archer. The other three members are a warrior, acolyte and a merchant.

 

 “Can we beat them if we pvp with them?” Danny asked his friends.

“Well, all of the people that are at first job except for the rogue.” Josh answered back. “He’s the only one we need to worry about.”

“I wish Matt was here.” Danny muttered. “He can take on the rogue head on. He loves a challenge.”

“Well Matt is not here so let’s worry about how to take them on!” Sally said.

“Well it’s going to be a fair fight since it’s five against five.” Josh said.

“No. I’m not letting Sally fight. She’s too young.” Danny said.

“I’m thirteen!” Sally protested.

“And I’m sixteen” Danny said. “I’m still older and you are my responsibility!”

Sally gave up and said, “Fine! Guys go fight them!”

 

The rogue didn’t wait for the team to decide, ordered the archer to fire arrows at them. Millions of arrows came flying at them. Everyone dodged and landed on their feet perfectly.

“What the hell?” Josh said.

“Is everyone okay?” Alice asked.

“Let’s show them, guys!” Danny said. “Alice back all of us up with heal! Josh, you and the archer has a date. Sarah can take out their acolyte. I’ll take on the rogue!”

“Sally will take on the merchant!” Sally added for herself.

Before anyone could say another word, a battle broke out between the two teams, with the couple watching from a distant.

 

The rogue quickly went and grabbed Sally.

“Hey! Let me go!” Sally protested.

“Shut up!” the rogue said. “This battle is boring. Let’s just end it here. If any of you morons dare to move, I’ll kill her.”

“This little girl can make a nice gift for him!” the archer suggested.

“Well you know what? You are right! He will.” The rogue smiled. “I guess we are keeping her then.”

Then all of them quickly disappeared with Sally.

“Hey! Give her back to me!” Danny said. “Leave my cousin alone!”

“Who’s ‘him’?” Josh asked.

“Doesn’t matter!” Danny said. “I need to get her back. I promised my mother before she died that I will protect Sally, even if I have to lose my own life!”

“I’m sorry…” the guy said as he approached Danny.

“You bastard!” Danny cried out with tears in his eyes. “It’s all your fault! We should have just let you and your girl die!” After saying that, Danny left.

“I’m sure he didn’t mean that.” Alice quickly said.

“I understand how he feels.” The girl answered. “We would like to help.”

“Don’t worry about it.” Sarah said. “Just go home and stay out of trouble.”

“Danny waits up!” Josh called out.  The rest of the members of the team quickly followed Danny into a forest.

 

Suppressed by anger, Danny didn’t stop for his friends. He kept going on, in hope to find that rogue, and this time he swears to kill him. With so much going on at once, none of the members of the team realize that they were not just in any kind of forest; they are in the forest of eternal darkness. There, is where their journey truly begins.

 

To be continue…



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